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天蝎座是一个强烈的星座。他们的爱与恨他们的人生观点他们的生活方式都充满了强烈二字他们强烈的爱憎强烈的需求强烈的追求索取而这些强烈的成分也使天蝎座变得倔强而坚强。
> > 　　沉默外表下的暗潮汹涌.
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> > 　　天蝎座的外表往往看起来很老实他们看起来安分守己中规中矩并不会第一眼就给人留下深刻印象。但是如果以为他们真的如此一般那就是大错特错。
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> > 　　天蝎们内心总是暗潮汹涌他们对人生有着强烈的眷恋希冀他们渴望权利渴望金钱更渴望爱情。他们常常不动声色让人误以为他们沉默乏味。但是那其实只是他们在审时度势的不断观察。
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> > 　　他们的目标其实一贯都很明确但他们是小心谨慎的他们从不轻易暴露自己心中的想法。
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> > 　　他们有着长期观察和考验的过程。不论是他们谋求一个职位还是得到一个人。
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> > 　　一旦他们感到有把握他们就会立刻出击动作迅速毫不犹豫而且往往一击致胜。
> > 　　强烈而持久的激情
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> > 　　天蝎们的暗潮汹涌令他们非常具有爆发力而他们的爆发力之后又有着强烈持久的激情。
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> > 　　这或许也可以作为天蝎何以总是排在排名前五的状况。他们诞生的时间恰是步入中年时期的开端个人开始卯足全力以期能在未来达到巅峰。所以天蝎们具备了许 多分裂不融合的特质而也使他们拥有比其他星座更多的持久能力。他们富有激情而且是长期持久的激情。这在其他星座那里是鲜见的。他们如果认定了的人或事是很 难发生喜新厌旧的状态。所以他们最善于婚外情。因为他们太强烈需要太多而他们又如此稳定所以可以保持更多。
> > 　　表里不一的报复心态
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> > 　　天蝎们表面看来并没有那么强烈的特质他们往往显得文静柔弱。但是他们内心坚如磐石他们有着强烈的自我守护及占有欲望。但是天蝎们并不是真的那么心狠手 辣。他们确实会坚定不移的报复那些曾经伤害他们的人但是更多时候天蝎们只是在心里想想而已。他们绝对不宽容但是他们也并不是真的有他们自己想象中的心狠手 辣即便是成功报复后他们也往往会自己承受一段时间的痛苦煎熬这令天蝎们反复焦灼也更体现了天蝎座矛盾的性格。
> > 　　极端矛盾的性格组合
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> > 　　虽然矛盾是人生的一大特征但是没有比天蝎座更能体现这个词汇含义的星座了。这个星座的人天生就在强烈的矛盾感中度过。
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> > 　　这源于他们出生的时间就是开始尝试交融各种互相对立的矛盾事物的阶段。
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> > 　　他们的表现有时候非常奇怪让人觉得他们神秘莫测他们对人的方式有时候非常晦涩让人揣摩不到他们的真实意图你以为他们所作所为是因为想要得到A而真实答案是他们要的可能不是A也不是BC而是D
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> > 　　所以要尝试了解天蝎座人确实需要经过漫长的磨合过程要适应他们突然狂躁突然沉默的性格特征。在天蝎们要真正接纳一个人的时候他们的状态是反复无常的但是经过了这段时间的斗志斗勇后天蝎们就会将
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Other side

Morning.not enough sleep moody feeling..
Went to find you today..
a Long distance from my place just for you
why are you ignore me
do You remember what you promise me?
aaahhh~~
Im sorry for what i have done for this months...
the playground...that we talk last time..
i went for find it..
i just want to see you for a moment.
but why..
why make me wait there for 4hours...
why??!!..
why you dont want to meet me up ...
im alone there...
sit there...

im sorry...

till Now...you still ignore me..
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afterNoon~~!!!
Omg!!!..susan suddenly call me...
J!!!help me see what happen to calice...!!
she is fainted in the room~~
when she is talking phone with calice..
then i quickly rush to her room...
..saw shao he and his fren also rushing go there..
SHit..is lock..~
we go find guard and take the key~

then call 999...
wat the fuck is this...
ppl need help...
still want ask here ask there...
mana ah??tar college hostel larh...babi~
wait till damn long..
the ambulance only came..
we three follow the ambulance and go to the kuala lumpur hospital...
we reached there..
i really wanted to whack the hospital ..
they really so cheap~
what also need we do ourself...
ambil kerusi roda mari...
wat wat wat...
just wan to take the kerusi roda...
also want take ic to exchange it..
so mahuan..
ppl is in help..still want pass by so many law...
what a cheap hospital...
calice was really feel suffer there..
when the nurse want to check the temperature also ...
boy..tolong ambil dia punya rambut sekejap..
saya mao check....
walao..she duNo help to take the rambut ah..
scare wat..u are nurse..
i really zzz the hospital...

Do u Know..
the lobby there still wroted..
''welcome to hospital kuala lumpur'''
who wan you welcome...who wan go hospital...
idiot..waste money do those thing..

fine...
dont say le...
hmm...
at last...after checking..is late ...bring her back hostel..

she got sakit jantung...
do everyone of who read this passage..
pls pray for her...
+u calice..u can cover it..
do recover it as fast as possible..
=D..

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already few days din sleep well...
thx xiaoyen always keep acc me...really touch...
homework assignment all haven do...
and many thing to do...
really dOnt Know How.
aiks..ic also hilang.....dont choi it first.
why always so many thing come so much suddenly..
my feeling was mess up...
brain want exploded...
+u J~

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Rest Day!

4th July _saturday
waHuu~
Finally..
Heh heh~
I ponteng my replacement class On saturday
I Join My photographymates !
huhu..
so long din meet u all le..
Feel that we can talk many after Long time No meet..Hahas..
Miss u all=D
Hahahas...
woke up very early..
Din sleep enough..because of yesterday eason chan event..
find zhangyi them..fetch me go..they so good..
^^
But that day duckduck dint go le..aikx..
cant see u le..T.T
what i have expected..
I though sifu will go some place interesting for landscape photo..
isssshhhh...
he said..let's go KLCC==
lolx...
suddenly...~.~"""!
watever...Let's go...

so hot le..
that day really play play Only..
Not really into photoshoot..
Hahas...
so..din have any good photo..
erm..
after finished..
we 4 go singK at sg.wang greenbox..
LOL..
they keep laugh me..
because i what song also Dont Know..
They larh..
all Old song geh...How i KNow..
said i Not updated...xD..

after tat..
ngam ngam Xiaoyen at sg too..
just go and greet her..
wear till so leng yarh..with so many lui~
oh yea...
sorry i really busy..
then go do my personal thing...

till damn late only back..
tired..

Then...

sms .....call~
Im sorry...
sorry~
sorry~~~
i also Dont want de..
ok..
why you...
want break our promise...
...
cant sleep whole nite..

really sad..

Eason Chan

3-july

today..Eason came to our college!
But ..
im Not his fans..
that day just Normal friday..
class from 9am to 6pm..
damn tired..
isshh..
Wee keep ask me go to eason chan event for photoshoot~
(Moving On stage Finale)His crazy fans
..
after consideration for long time
finally only decide to go..
because that day really so tired.
.
between..
thx wee help to get a Crew card for me=D
Haha..Im crew..
when i go there...
saw many many ppl was lined ..so LONG~
omg...
hahas..
But..we got crew card..
We can walk watever we want..xD..
we sit infront of stage and walk here walk there infront of stage with free of charge..
stand with eason and those myfm people together..
xdxd
Showoff ***
Ha!
lolx..hmm..

Here's some of my photoshoot
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